MY NEW VINYL COLLECTION.
i find myself beating myself up a lot lately…
all while trying to stay inspired…
phone full of numbers no one to talk to…
“forgive yourself and move the fuck on.”
i continue to tell myself…
practice makes perfect imperfection.
What up people,
First and foremost i just wanna shout out my family. i love ya’ll to death. also shouts out to my true friends, those that been there during my good and bad days. even though we don’t talk everyday and haven’t in a while. i gotta say, i miss all of you. i’m in a transitional period in my life where i’m in a constant loop and i know i have to get out of it. it’s just been work, playstation, beats. i’ve been on my dolo heavy lately. just being with my dad,brother, and cousin this past weekend was great. not to say i’m not cool with some coworkers, but i don’t really click with them like i do my closest friends. the ones that were there when i was going through issues with my family, when i was jobless, near homelessness, etc. it feels like i lost them. i definitely should reach out. i’ve talked with my therapist about this. but i am going through a stage where i’m trying to grow more spiritually and not let the ills of the world get to me. being better then normal….all of course while still making dope music haha.
to anyone who reads this, i know they say keep your enemies close…but it’s your allies that you will grow and rise with.
Peace & Lata Dayz,
my latest creation…just a rough draft though. i’ll probably rearrange the samples and re-upload it later but for now..enjoy ^_^